what keeps you from crying at night? what fights back the tears that you cant help but cry.
i cant sleep. there is so much on my mind. to be so frustrated, helpless, lost and lonely at the same time is torture.
i lay here, staring at my fan, watching it go around with these thoughts in my head... they are scary. thoughts from every direction. where do you draw the line.
when youre a fool in love... where do you draw the line. what is real and what is story book.
i know im making the right choice.. now prove me right.
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
Monday, March 1, 2010
perfect is as perfect does
no one is perfect. no one is born with the innate ability to do everything up to standard or up to par. Everything we do in life is a learning experience. i am not advertising that life should be full of learning curve excuses, however i am not saying everything must be at top standard from day one.
i am not a perfect person, i am not a perfect girlfriend. however i am in love. perfect is as perfect does. the word perfect can only be used when it is used as a striving method. the simple fact that someone is striving (not trying.. but STRIVING)... the concept of someone striving for something that is important for something else makes that individual perfect. perfect is as perfect does.
a perfect relationship doesn't happen over night.. (yes you first have to have a relationship worth striving for first) i strongly believe anything significant is worth working for. there are limitations however. it is pointless to work for something with no hope of accomplishing anything.
Doesn't a exam grade feel more satisfying when you studied for it, doesn't a project that you put blood sweat and tears into give you more satisfaction?... if not then i am living in a strange strange world.
however i must interrupt this semi pensive blog with the disclaimer that i am currently watching the bachelor and i believe this is the wrong environment to be venting on such a topic of perfection.... but since i have no filter i will continue to expand my thoughts on perfection in a relationship.
i live in my fairy tale... i am a princess. however a good princess and future ruler of her country has the ability to realize there are other people in the country that depend on her. there are other parts of the puzzle that must fit together perfectly for everyone to see the finished product. this is a puzzle she cannot put together alone, no should she ever have to. if a princess only focuses on one piece of a puzzle it will never be completed.. if we focus on only one facet of a relationship (or anything for that matter)... then it will never be completed. however a princesses puzzle can only be completed with the help of a prince.
one final thought for tonight;
striving to be perfect is perfection.
striving for perfection in the arms of the one you love, for the one you love, with the one you love... priceless....
i am not a perfect person, i am not a perfect girlfriend. however i am in love. perfect is as perfect does. the word perfect can only be used when it is used as a striving method. the simple fact that someone is striving (not trying.. but STRIVING)... the concept of someone striving for something that is important for something else makes that individual perfect. perfect is as perfect does.
a perfect relationship doesn't happen over night.. (yes you first have to have a relationship worth striving for first) i strongly believe anything significant is worth working for. there are limitations however. it is pointless to work for something with no hope of accomplishing anything.
Doesn't a exam grade feel more satisfying when you studied for it, doesn't a project that you put blood sweat and tears into give you more satisfaction?... if not then i am living in a strange strange world.
however i must interrupt this semi pensive blog with the disclaimer that i am currently watching the bachelor and i believe this is the wrong environment to be venting on such a topic of perfection.... but since i have no filter i will continue to expand my thoughts on perfection in a relationship.
i live in my fairy tale... i am a princess. however a good princess and future ruler of her country has the ability to realize there are other people in the country that depend on her. there are other parts of the puzzle that must fit together perfectly for everyone to see the finished product. this is a puzzle she cannot put together alone, no should she ever have to. if a princess only focuses on one piece of a puzzle it will never be completed.. if we focus on only one facet of a relationship (or anything for that matter)... then it will never be completed. however a princesses puzzle can only be completed with the help of a prince.
one final thought for tonight;
striving to be perfect is perfection.
striving for perfection in the arms of the one you love, for the one you love, with the one you love... priceless....
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